说点什么呢

 

最近有很多烦心事和很多快乐的事这让我整个生活失调了 我不想回到平静单调了 可是又不行一大堆逼事等我 我就像小时候练琴的时候不停地跑厕所 可是到头来我妈妈还是会拿着小棍盯着我练完那该死的两个小时 尽管我哈欠连天。鸡巴事很多 可是我什么都不想说 说出来心情就好了 我才不要 都烂在肚子里吧 烂了吧 我吃了很多乱七八糟的东西然后开始胃疼到天亮 自作自受。

 

今天晚上房子里只有我一个人 在我烤蛋糕的时候一楼给停电了 我望着一碗黏黏糊糊的面糊 用手指蘸了一大坨吃掉了 这个时候我发现牛奶酸掉了 可我还是忍不住又尝了尝 酸！

 

最近老是看到“我们离不开城市”这个论点的文章 我就感慨了 忧国忧民了 我们总是抱怨这个国家这个社会这个世界 可是谁都不愿改变 因为我们觉得白搭 我们能有什么办法呢。当然当然我也是这样的人 我需要做的就是什么都不想 继续做梦继续牢骚继续讨好敷衍撕心裂肺百抓闹心。

 

我仍然觉得这是个男权的社会 姑娘们做的所有事情仔细想想都傻的可以。每个人都以为自己是命运的主人 跟自己叫了半天劲 累了困了烦了想歇歇了 发现青春期留下烟蒂空酒瓶头痛口气和一个柔软寂寞教人想哭的凌晨。骂一句：妈了个逼的 我们又带着傻乎乎的青春的帽子上路了

 

听了卢广仲的新专辑 只想抽他。北极猴是英国的 我一直把他们当成美国人对待 我真的错了 下周二我就去当面赔罪。天气越来越冷 我越来越离不开richard hawley温暖的声音了

 

今天晚上房子里只有我一个人 不知什么原因 我害怕得想哭 喝了点酒壮胆。我开始渐渐知道我需要的是什么了。

 

<For your lover, give some time>  Richard Hawley

It was your birthday yesterday
I gave a gift that almost took your breath away
But to be honest I nearly left it on the train
For your lover give some time
You talk forever on the phone
To your mother and with my thoughts I'm left alone
Now and then I think : how strange our love has grown
For your lover give some time

I will give up this cigarette
Stay at home and watch you mend the tears in your dress
Have your name in a rose tattooed across my chest
And be your lover for all time

Maybe I will drink a little less
Come home early and not complain about the day
And give you flowers from the graveyard now and then
For your lover give some time

instrument

I think of places that I've seen
A skipping stone across the ocean I have been
A ruthless man with no one else to share my dream
And for my lover gave no time

Here's is a toast to you Helen
To all the cinemas we ran in from the rain
Laughing clutching soaking newspapers to your face
And for your love you gave some time

I will give up this cigarette
Stay at home and watch you mend the tears in your dress
Have your name in a rose tattooed across my chest
And be your lover for all time

Maybe I will drink a little less
Come home early and not complain about the day
And give you flowers from the graveyard now and then
And for my lover give some time
For your lover give some time